Objectives: Although the experiences of family members who care for relatives at the end of life have been researched extensively, little is known about the needs and experiences of families caring for hospice patients with pacemakers.
Aim: To better understand the experiences of family caregivers of a terminally ill patient who received hospice care at home and chose deactivation of a pacemaker.
Design: The exploratory, cross-sectional design involved semistructured, in-depth interviews. A narrative analysis focusing on form and content was chosen to analyze the data.
Participants: Five bereaved caregivers from the Midwestern United States who provided care and participated in the deactivation of their family member's pacemaker.
Results: Four storylines that described, gave meaning to, and contextualized the caregivers' experiences were identified: "I am done. I am not doing it anymore"; "Whatever you decide, I'll support you"; "It is really difficult to watch, but you want to be there"; and "I will not have part of this." Caregivers struggled with lack of support, understanding, and acceptance from medical providers when their family member decided to have her pacemaker deactivated, and they believed that the hospice model of care was appropriate to support and help them in that process.
Conclusions: This research aids in understanding the ramifications of family-provided end-of-life care to a patient whose pacemaker has been deactivated. This can help to increase hospice clinicians' knowledge regarding caregivers' experiences facing deactivation of a pacemaker, before and after the patient's death.
Keywords: caregivers; deactivation; end of life; experiences; hospice; pacemaker.